(Sorry for the iPhone quality photo, I still think it’s a cute photo)
So lately life has been pretty good. I’ve been getting accustomed to what it’s like to be happy again and not feel some longing for something that I am unsure of. I recently started school again after Christmas holidays and some travelling with my sister in Paris and London. It was so amazing to go away with my sister again and just a complete joy of a time! I’ve been trying to do more things just for me. Things like go shopping for something that I really want just to make myself feel happy. Or go for a coffee and just sit in the coffee shop while writing in my journal. These sorts of thing are the ones that just brighten up life a little bit more. I feel like previously I’ve just been running to catch up with the world and it is nice to just stop and focus on enjoying the moment. I’m still trying to slow down, but I’m getting there.
It’s been really difficult to wake up early recently but hopefully I can start getting energy back and getting out of bed earlier. I have so much work for classes this term. It feels like it’s never ending, especially concerning the fact that I had three essays to write over the holidays as well. I guess this is what the thick of university is like though.
2016 is the year that I am starting fresh. I’m going to be happy and enjoy life again. I really feel like things are finally changing and I’m haven’t been this comfortable with myself in a long while. I’m still working on it, but I know that progress is being made.
I am very excited for what is coming up this year. I’m going to turn 20 so it truly feels like things are changing. I’m entering a brand new decade in my life. It’s kind of scary to think about, but more on that later.
Things are just changing all around me. It’s exciting and I’m becoming happier despite the fact that I have no clue where I’m headed.